Rainy weather this week. Winter prepping rises in priority, but there is still time. I have my green pepper still on its plant, and some small tomatoes I am watching. I hope to replant my blueberry bush and rhubarb plant, but not sure I can. That is what's left of my container garden. Will have to plan for next year now.
Food challenges are hard for me. I live in constant fear of hunger, loss of food, possible starvation. It is worse with my age issues. I am still trying to last without shopping as long as I can. We don't think about hidden details of anything until we are forced to. This is my way of trying to survive before I need to for real, finding out if what I have prepped will actually work, looking for better options. I am learning a lot. I hope to make a list of foods I will need. Things I can actually use. Recipes and what ingredients I really need to have on hand to make them. I am getting an idea of how long my prepped food will last.
I am also still sorting my belongings... downsizing... discovering things I forgot I had. Memories.
And praying for what is left of my life.
GOD is bigger in my life these days. The thought of heaven more real. The fears for those I care about more urgent. Wondering what my life has meant to the world is a part of those thoughts. It is really hard to know the answer.
I just wanted to check in for today. If I get started on the media and the election, it might not be a good day. :-)
Pray that GOD will help Christians everywhere, America, and our world.
Amen.
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